dreary day

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Today I am sad. I can't explain it. I've tried. Believe me I've tried to explain it to Jack, who is across the country far away from me in Florida (He is there until Thursday, who am I kidding? Basically Friday, his flight doesn't get in until midnight on Thursday.) I love him. Doesn't matter how far away he is he always manages to make me feel amazing. He really is the best at boosting my spirits. I hate these moods. It seems so hard to pull myself out of it. I know I am just anxious. I feel like I have so much to do but I can't do it yet. I have to pack, cancel our storage unit, hook ups, budget, and a million other phone calls need to be made, all the while trying to take care of my three beautiful children. All I really wanted to do today was some Yoga, do you know what I did instead? I ate some of Everett's halloween candy. uh. I hate these days, I feel like I have let myself down. The one thing that was going to make me feel a little better was too much effort and I didn't have the time. Goodness.

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(Jane is devine)

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I dropped by my old house today in Kaysville and marveled at how wonderful the new windows they put in looked. I got to chat with an amazing friend and long lost neighbor as well. We kept daring each other to go over to the house (which is unoccupied, but being fixed up) and see if the garage code works and snoop around a little. I love Shan. She is amazing. I wish I was half as talented and motivated. This girl is doing triathalons all over the place and always has goals set. My goals are more focused on getting the laundry done and kids fed. It was great to see her again, she is a wonderful inspiration to me.

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Halloween. Honestly, we did take pics and they are adorable only problem is I don't know where the cord is to download them to my computer. so maybe next time. Everett and Harry were Cowboys, Jane was a PiG, and Jack and I were Indians. We Love trick or treating come rain or shine we will always go.

(Everett worlds best big brother)

Anyway. Tomorrow is new. I am going to take all the kids out to the park and then I will get them some ice cream because they deserve it.

Great Moment of the Day: Everett getting teary eyed while I was folding laundry:

Me: "What's the matter sweetie? Why are you crying?"

Everett: "Its because I love you so much"

Not so great moment: Harry getting excited and biting my shoulder making it bleed.

Also pouring cups full of water out of the bath....grrr.