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You ever have a morning where you don't want to be where you are? Well this morning I was doing all I could to stay in my warm bed and sleep a little longer. Not possible! Some mornings my kids wake up and start playing and are happy. Then there are the mornings they wake up crying and we all know what kind of a day is ahead. That was this morning. Everett was crying Harry was crying, sweet baby Jane was my only Angle (she usually is) I desperately wanted to be her lying on my big comfy bed fast asleep without obligations or a worry in the world. In perfect....peaceful...dreamless...sleep. no. I must get out into the cold and pull my fighting children off each other. Then the baths start. Everett and Jane. Jane out first lotioned and clothed. Then Everett, skip the lotion its some weird torture to him, but clothed. Then Harry's turn, no lotion to wiggly, but clothed. Breakfast. yikes. Now its 11:30 I have had to put both boys in 'Time out' three times. I lay Harry down for a Nap. Movie on for Everett. Now my turn. I hop in the bath (Which I filled to high, due to chasing kids) and its not warm. I do my best to relax when Everett comes in and starts to take off is clothes "Mom I need to get in with you because my hair is really dirty"

Me: "Not this time sweetie, I need to rest I am tired"

Everett with weird look "Mom, its not a bed."

I bought Jane a PIGGY costume today. It really was due to the fact that they were at Sams for $10 and its warm, because you better believe we are tricker treating! None of this 'Trunker Treat' nonsense.

Today, I wanted to hand in my Mommy card. Everett told me 'No' about 2 Kazillion times, and fought me on everything, wigged out on the tiniest things, and drove me to craziness. This is the hardest thing I have ever done or ever will do. I am not going to lie I have lost my patience so many times lately. uh. yucky feeling. Its crazy how kids flip flop. Yesterday Everett was the perfect child. Is there no middle ground? Guess not. It really makes you appreciate the good days. Lets hope for some obedience tomorrow.

Jack's in Nashville. He ate a delicious dinner of fried chicken mashed potatoes. I miss my man.

Night.

This girl is nothing but Love. She sucks on those two fingers to go to sleep. I LOVE IT.